
Dear diary,
I stayed up late last night
Lost in my endless thoughts
And my heart bled
My tears flowed for the sorrows of the multitude
For those dying in solitude
And I died, dear diary.
"How are you?"
"I'm fine."
That's our normal.
But my heart bled,
For the unsaid:
"Confused, Betrayed, Useless, Broken..."
"Never good enough, Fragile, Anxious..."
"I'm falling apart and you don't notice it."
"Pathetic, Annoying, Rejected, Lonely, Defeated."
And so,
Dear diary, I died.
For the "We don't know where we're going"
"We don't know where we belong"
"I'm not okay and I can't fix it"
"I can't take anything anymore,I give up."
I couldn't help it,
I died again, dear diary.
For those who can't stop being so angry,
Who can't stop being so sad,
Who can't stop killing themselves,
Who can't love themselves,
Who can't love everyone around them,
Who are wasting away being unhappy over trivial things,
I died, dear diary.
For the pretty but fake,
Living but dying,
Skinny but hungry,
Smiling but depressed,
That made my heart weep,
And I died, dear diary.
For the timid body,
For the unmotivated mind,
For the broken-hearted,
For the yearning hearts,
For the discouraged,
For the despised,
For the unsatisfied,
Still left with a lingering hunger.
For the wandering strangers,
I wept,
And I died, dear diary.
I pray thee, tell me
What's to be done, dear diary?
This is heart-melting dear.
A lot of us out here are dead but still living, I pray we enjoy the grace to really live.
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Amen.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
I appreciate.😊
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Hmmm 😶😶….. A lot of souls are living a shadow of themselves, the depict what people think them or what the system say they should be but deep inside it’s whole different story 😢. I pray we all find reasons and courage to live in reality.
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So true.💯
Thanks for reading!🤗
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Hmm.. Lovely & inspiring. More grace sister.
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Amen. Thank you Sir.
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😢😢😩😩😭
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I can relate Yoma.🤧😢
Thanks for visiting.♥️
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This is painting a picture of what many people are facing right now…
I pray that this gives hope….
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Yeah yeah. Most are really faking it. Thanks for the visit, Carolyn.
Lots of love.💞✨
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This is heart breaking piece dear..!😳😳
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So true, Filarance. It had been on my mind for a while now, till I penned it down four days ago.
I really appreciate your visit.
God bless.
And oh,… I love your blog.🤗♥️
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Amen.! Woww..! It’s my pleasure to visit your wonderful blog dear..! Wow..! It’s so awesome to hear from you..! Thank you very very much for your lovely words..! 😊💕💖🤗
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Thanks for your kind words too. I appreciate Filarance.🤗🥰🌹
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You’re most welcome dear..!🤗😊
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This is so lovely 🖤!
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Thanks for reading and commenting.🤗
I appreciate.
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Most welcome ❤️
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This is an amazingly poignant poem! You made me realise how we are all pretending to live but are actually, dead. Could feel the poignancy in your words. Lovely!
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I’m so glad it resonated with you. Thanks for visiting, Sam!😊
Yours will be my first comment for today.🤗 Your kind words made me smile.🥰
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Glad to know that, friend! 😉😊
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This mind blowing. What a beautiful gift you have!
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I’m so honoured, Eleanor.😊 Thank you.💖
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Fabulous! & Inspiring.
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Thanks Shristy. I appreciate.🙂
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😭😭 I really felt this. It’s melted my heart, and even more so, because it’s a feeling I sometimes relate to.
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We make two, dear Joanne. There’s a lot going on with everyone that can’t be answered behind that commonly asked question.😢
Glad you stopped by.
Stay blessed!
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We are just parched souls 💔
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